Waiting


Hi friends– Here’s a bit I wrote for the Women’s Blog at church.  It means a lot to me– Thought you might be waiting on something in your life too…

WAITING

I am not a patient “waiter.” I think you know what I mean. Waiting in line at the market in the 5:00 afternoon rush—or waiting on the phone, way beyond reason, to be connected the person I need to talk to. It gives me the fidgets.

Right now Larry and I are waiting on a matter of much greater magnitude. At times, it’s kept me awake in the night. And made my mind run to the worst outcome. The wait has stretched long beyond what we had hoped.

But in waits of consequence, I do find myself coming to God with my impatient prayers—taking him up on his “cast all your cares upon him” offer (I Peter 5:7). He knows me– my hopes, my needs, my impatience with the lengthening wait. I can rest and trust him in that.

On the back page of my Bible, I’m making a growing list of verses that talk about waiting. Exodus 12:40 recounts the Israelites waiting 430 years in Egypt. Yikes!

It heartens me to read “morning by morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation” –Psalm 5:3. Expecting God to hear and help.

And I love Psalm 33:20-22. “We wait in hope for the Lord; … for we trust in his holy name. May your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in you.” Hope and unfailing love—It’s what he gives at times like this.

C.S. Lewis said, “I am sure God keeps no one waiting unless He sees that it is good for him to wait.” Got it.

And Elizabeth Elliot understands the depths of waiting—“Waiting on God requires the willingness to bear uncertainty, to carry within oneself the unanswered question, lifting hearts to God about it whenever it intrudes upon ones thoughts.”   She’s right. It’s the uncertainty that’s gnawing at me and the lifting it up to God that makes it bearable.

So I’m trying to find contentment , even joy in the wait. I don’t want to foolishly miss the good in “now”. The wait could be time to reconcile myself to news I don’t want to hear when the wait is over, to be ready. It could be a rest in the road—to read or quilt or play with grand-kids or care for friends who have their own waits. I think it’s called “living in the moment” even as I impatiently wait.

This I know. God’s love is unfailing and that is where I put my hope. So for now, I’m waiting.

P.S. photo from a park walk this evening with our Wisconsin kids.

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Waiting Again

tumblr_n02xrwNVln1r1urdoo1_1280Hello friends– We’re waiting for a few things around here, things beyond our control,  and you know that’s not easy.  So finding this thought from C.S. Lewis, was a good reminder for me…

“We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield.
In him our heart rejoice, for we trust in his holy name.
May your unfailing love rest upon us. O Lord, even as we put our hope in you.”
–Psalm 33:20 to 22.

 

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Waiting for Baby-kins

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Dinner at Aaron and Jessica’s house the night before they headed to the hospital.

Hi all– Waiting.  It induces a lot of sighs and checking of cell phones.  I’m not that good at it.  And today is the happiest, but still hard, waiting– waiting for a baby!

IMG_1521This little bundle was due 9 days ago in San Francisco, so Larry and I hopped in the car early Saturday morning and trundled on up there to be ready to meet him/her first thing at the hospital.  We had a lovely dinner at home with Aaron and Jessica, took a grand walk with Ani & Brian, met their foster dog Harry (adorable) and chatted with the parents-in-waiting at the hospital.  And drove home late last night.  No baby.

Almost done with the baby quilt!

Laurel said it best, “This baby is taking it’s sweet time.”  She’s right.  And it will be so very sweet when little baby-kins arrives.  Hopefully today!